anyway had a holiday of 5 days consecutively, bravooooooooooooo (though its ending soon T-T)
struggling for my life, as usual.
After spending 1 yr abroad, I know HK is no longer my place...but I lose my track sometimes, and seems that my desire is dimming
I am so scared, that my life will continue like this and forever
I know deeply how much do I want to go somewhere else but then it seems I am forgetting this dream more frequently then ever.
I am good at forgetting things, I know...like nothing ever happened
Stuck in the middle of nowhere is VERY scary...and now its not just I dun know where to go, its more likely to be where do I WANT to go
nothing is getting anywhere for the moment, I will need to wander around for a while, and wait for the exit from darkness...
